I was tested.
I alone. Without my parents. Without my brother or sisters. Without my friends.
I was tested to my very core if I could stand on my own.
Nursing has taught me to live alone. I can not rely on others when I am “tested”.
Nursing releases you from your past self. Tutoring nursing further pushes you to be independent having to know everything while tutoring and being nice nice.
But you are you in your world. I don’t want to know what I am to other people. I feel upset to be seen differently that is not me. Or people pushing me to change. I am happy myself.
If I meet someone you wants to change me, I will lose my bearings.